This one is going to be a bit of a rant, and while I may be a little harsh on Jason it is something in the book that is starting to annoy me a bit. We've all been his age at some point, and had the time in our lives where we felt the need to fit in or impress everyone. But man has he let this vision in his head absolutely consume him. I genuinely feel like he's not even living his life, he's surviving, going through the motions. And it made me equally frustrated and sad when he was about to tell his mom what was going on but then didn't. Despite my annoyance with the idea of fitting in consuming his brain, I do still feel bad for the kid. Throughout multiple scenes we see that he doesn't even really feel at home in his own house. He still has to preform for his dad when it comes to his stutter. And in the more recent chapters, seeing how brutally he got bullied definitely infuriated me. I think I'm just gonna go ahead and say I really don't like this book. I...